my first weekend back is harder than I though... I miss jeff a lot. It really hurts not to be with him. I wish he lived near so I could be with him. I love him so much, but I also love the abbey... It sucks, and I'm in a mood... so random things are upsetting me and making me grumpy...
Gosh, sometimes I just don't know what I'm doing anymore. Sometimes I feel like I'm falling apart. Sometimes, I wonder if I did the right thing. I think I did. I'm sure I did. Right?
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