Pixel Imperfect

some people don't really understand a subtle "shut up" especially when you don't use those words.

I have been associated with the Navy for as long as I can remember, as my father was a Navy Chief Petty Officer. I feel that joining the Navy is a great way to serve my country. I believe that I have the talents and skills that could best be utilized in the officer core rather than as an enlisted person.

Some quotes... having absolutly nothing to deal with my current state of mind: * Sometimes people are still around because it's illegal to kill them * Suicide: a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

ohhh, you know what worries me? It's that sometimes I wonder how neccessary is doing things such as.. oh you know, eating and breathing. I mean... really, are these things really necessary? The answer, of course, is YES! They are... but ... to everyone?

My greatest thrill in life is helping others; giving people hope. I once stopped a guy from killing himself. I once safely helped a girl out of an abusive relationship. I helped to give someone a warm place to sleep at night, via a new roof. I helped to give several people mobility, via several wheel chair ramps. I like to feed the homeless whenever I see them. I like to buy toys for little kids at Christmas, but who doesn’t do that. Okay, so my forte isn’t Rocket Science. But I’m still great in the maths and sciences. Chemistry, physics, accounting, probability and statistics, algebra and geometry. I made top marks in all of those classes. I made the highest exam grade in chemistry my teacher had ever seen. I often work out physics, statistics and algebra problems just for fun. I love accounting, God, I could do the books all day. I even like economics, literature, and grammar. My friends say I should be an English teacher; I’m always correcting their grammar. But my greatest thrill w...

I don't think you really understand the wonderful freeing feeling that not having to worry about homework gives you...

Now, don't get the idea that I'm abused, coz I'm not. I just write stuff like this. Just believe what I'm trying to say Understand that I'm always alright What does it matter if I'm crying Forget about those tears you see Ignore those bruises, nothings real It doesn't hurt that much anyway The pain isn't that bad anymore In a while, I'll smile again Like a rainbow after a summer storm My smile will make everything okay

Beautiful girl How many hearts will you break? Go back and be the sweetness I taste Please don't let him see your magic You know his poor heart isn't that strong Manipulitave woman How many times will you hurt? Your sugar sometimes burns like salt As you open all his old wounds With your new flame Sweet little girl What changed the way you look at the world? Behind your dark eyes your face is jaded Your smile is never real Sweet little girl....Where did you go?

You taste like honey, honey. Tell me, can I be your honey? So, the problem now is that SR Banks, James likes me. I quote navyallthewaybby: ok, important question coming FairiKitty: okay navyallthewaybby: if you weren't going out w/ chris, where would that put me in the great scheme of things? navyallthewaybby: IF! FairiKitty: Dear, I can't answer that. It does not do to dwell on "what if's" navyallthewaybby: i know navyallthewaybby: someone at school was like "is she your gf"? navyallthewaybby: so i decided to ask.... FairiKitty: Well, that's a decent question for them. I mean, you see someone you know with someone of the opposite sex, it's only natural to assume navyallthewaybby: i know He called me the other day during his work break just to say hey how's it going. Yes, sweet gesture, but I can read the signals. I could be manipulative and get free movies and meals over this, or I could be cool and play it as a frie...

We Neither Lie, Cheat, Steal, Nor Attempt To Decieve.

I enlisted in the Navy today... I went into the Recruiter's office on Thursday, and Friday I took the ASVAB and Saturday I went to MEPS. I was sworn in. It was cool, but sooo boring. But, hey, I'm in the navy now... sorta :-)

WHO CALLED ME? And WHAT'S UP WITH THIS STOOPID South Carolinian WEATHER? ANSWER ME THIS? ARRRRRRG Okay, someone called me, number? name? unavaliable. Do you know how few people have my phone #? And it was at 12:37... okay? Everyone was at school or work... BLAH Okay, it was so cold yesterday, that it would have frozen a man's balls off... I don't have balls, so I'm not sure... I'm just assuming... and I get cold really easy so ... yea exageration... but today, it was like... wow.. spring? That was a quick winter... Sigh....

Just a day, Just an ordinary day. Just tryin to get by. Just a boy, Just an ordinary boy. But he was looking towards the sky. And as he asked if I would come along I started to realize- That everyday he find Just what he's looking for, Like a shooting star he shines. But you see the colors in me Like no one else And behind your dark glasses You're something else You're really lovely underneath it all Do you want to love me underneath it all I'm really lucky underneath it all You're really lovely ... For real, I saw my darling You are my real Prince Charming Like the heat from the fire You were always burning And each time you're around My body keeps staling for your touch Your kisses and your sweet romancin' There's an underside a you that so many adore Aside from your temper everything else secure You're good for me, baby Of that, I'm a sure Oh yea... Totally...

My dad is weird. My sister think's "blog is stupid!" and my brother is leaving for Navy boot camp one week from today.

You're always way to beautiful for me The brightness of your eyes drives me color blind Your smile is overwhelming But it drowns out my tears Your skin glows to light up my room There's no where else I'd rather be The toxicity is disturbing and it's bringing me down I never liked chop suey anyway, it makes me sick coooolll... that was all random and off the tip of my tongue.. the last part (toxicity) is b/c someone was just talking about SOAD

One of the oldest of human needs is having someone to wonder where you are when you don't come home at night

All the girls in the bathroom talkin who they gonna take to the Sadie Hawkins My ears are burnin but I kept on walkin smile on my face and an air guitar rockin The Sadie Hawkins Dance in my khaki pants There's nothin better oh oh oh The girls ask the guys it's always a surprise There's nothin better baby do you like my sweater? Sittin in the back of my next class nappin gotta give a speech then bow to the clappin Told a funny joke got the whole class laughin think I got a tan from the light which I was baskin The Sadie Hawkins Dance In my khaki pants There's nothin better oh oh oh The girls ask the guys it's always a surprise There's nothin better baby do you like my sweater? Scan the cafeteria for some good seating I found a good spot by the cheerleaders eating The quarterback asked me if I'd like a beating I said that's one thing I won't be needing And since I'm rather smart and cunning I took off down t...

Ahh, work is good this week. No saturday work, no sales :-D 630-1430 everyday! Christine and Anna came home this week! It was so great to see them! I won't see Christine next until Thanxgiving, but I'll see Anna sooner. Maybe Veteran's day weekend!