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Posts
So, I lied about not posting. Anyway...
Everybody but, like, my parents know about Jeff and me. And I do want to tell them. I just haven't really figured out how yet.
Everyone at the free clinic knows.
Everyone at FVM knows.
Nobody at the free clinic said much to Jeff, which surprised both of us.
At FVM, I got: I knew it! 's and How did it happen? 's and a lot of asking what were we going to do when I go to college (keep dating. We're not concerned...) and if he's a good guy (Yes!)
I'm very happy, y'all...
Joanna asked me today if I think we're going to be together for a long time. I said yes. I smiled. I might've blushed a bit.
I'm very happy I changed my mind about dating Jeff... Nuts to everyone else, you know :-D
I don't think I've gotten enough of what I should've from this year. I haven't embraced the year as I should... I think being so close to home made it easy for me to not fully leave my comfort zone. And, even as is, it was difficult enough...
Maybe that's why I'm so ready to go... So ready for the year to be over...
you know, it excites me that the home for blogger is called a "Dashboard," sorta like DC, you know? Anyway, good news! I know you wanna read it: I wanna read good news, good news, I wanna be innocet again. I wanna read good news, good news! But nothing good is happening... --something coroporate Anyway, on July second, yes, the same day as what is now refered to as "The Coffee Incident," (Oh, and I finally got him to buy me a cup of coffee, lol. But it's different.) something happened. Dum, dum, dum... (omnious music....) Well, Jeff and I went out for coffee after work that day. Uneventful, and I paid for mine. I may have gotten a smoothie actually. Well, we hung out and whatever, and he eventually had class and I had dinner with the friars. So, had to go. That night, he calls me, and we go and we plan to have a Kevin Smith movie marathon of sorts. Or, not at all. We have Dogma and Chasing Amy , I think. We also watch Underworld . Noticably Un-Kevin
The "Last" Survey (don't get too excited, y'all!)
last cigarette: Umm, I think I took a drag once when I was eleven, didn't inhale though... thought it was a little lame
last car ride: two hours ago, from greenville to my home(Travelers Rest)
last kiss: This morning (7/9/04) at 10 til 10... :-D
last good cry: God, I haven't had one in a while... That's a good thing y'all
last library book checked out: The Art of Palmistry
last movie seen: American Beauty, for the fifth time last night. It my favorite movie of all time...
last book read: I'm in the middle of Midnight In The Garden Of Good and Evil, and The Chamber of Curiosities or something whacked like that...
last cuss word uttered: Bitch, to my sister, in a loving sort of way
last beverage drank: Lemonade from Panera Bread
last food consumed: Cheese Bagel from Panera Bread
last phone call: Talked to Jeff this morning.
last tv show watched: Umm, yesterday I watch some
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--Clement Triplett
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--Roosevelt Burroughs
sent to me in e-mail :-)
COLD HARD BITCH!
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I’m waiting, give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin’ her hips
That’s all that I need
Gonna check her out
She’s my latest attraction
Gonna hang ‘round
Wanna get a reaction
Gonna take her home ‘cos she’s over romancing
Don’t wanna hold hands and talk about her plans alright!
Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I’m waiting give me
Cold hard bitch
She was shakin’ her hips
And I that was all that I need
I’m waiting give me
This is the BITCH I was talking about...
Bitch is my new favorite word...Bitch!
Basics [Spell your first name backwards]: YRAM [The story behind your user name]: It's from Ira Gershwin's Rhapsody In Blue [How old?]: 19 [Where do you live?]: Anderson, in august, though I'm moving to Charlotte. My permanent residence is in Greenville, SC though... Describe your: [Wallet]: I don't have one. I have a small black coin purse I keep in my pocket book for my money... [Jewelry worn daily]: A cross necklace and two rings... [Shoes]: I have tons, flip flops, heels, and trainers... but I mostly wear my black beaded flipflops. I've had them for over three years! They're awesome [Piercings]: Just ears... [what are u are wearing now]: These tight bisou bisou jeans and a gray fitted top [In my head]: "With the lights out it’s less dangerous / Here we are now / Entertain us / I feel stupid and contagious / Here we are now / Entertain us" [Wishing]: Fantastical... [Talking to]: Depends on the recent influences... If it'
When you blow out like a dead star,
It reminds me how uniform your beautiful is
Shake me, I'm waiting
In your new arc they're saying
I'm the creature in your sick thing
Everybody sees a giant
When the bad moon in your heart sings
And your wind up gears start grinding
Your teeth feel you smiling
A better, happier you
The better happier you
When you blow out like a dead star
It reminds me how uniform your beautiful is
We carry on like it's easy
Like you're all out and I'm your man
Hit me, I'm bleeding
In your lounger, on your grooming
It's the future that's whoring
The better, happier you
A better happier you
When you blow out like a dead star
It reminds me how uniform your beautiful is
We carry on like it's easy
Like you're all out
And I'm your man
Baby, I'm your man
I'd Brace Myself For The Impact If I Were You...
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Sharp disaster in a fresh new coma
Was it worth it when it was over
Proving yourself right
You'd make the biggest noise
So, it happened... And I'm scared. I don't wanna fuck this one up. But I might. I just might. For once, it's different. And, sigh, it's okay. It's "very okay" in the words of Keon. And it was more than very okay. I'm very scared even though it's very okay.
Shut the fuck up she said
I'm going fucking deaf
You're always too loud
Everything's too loud
This is what I DON'T want, y'all....
She had a history of killing herself
I had a habit of dying
I think she gave me something to live for
I guess I helped her pass the time
I had a vision of seeing things straight
She had the heart of a liar
I never saw her leave me once
She never felt me beside her
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
I am a spoiled brat, y'all... I brought it upon myself, but you screwy Y Chromasomes didn't help me at all didja?
"[insert male name], you would pleease [insert mediocre task or shopping request]"
"Maybe later, Mary"
Mary batts eyes
"Please?"
Guy relents. Goes and carries out mediocre task or purchases item.
Very simple. I realize now that this is cruel. I didn't realize before that sometimes... I have to PAY MY OWN WAY to movies or dinner! *gasp* Yes, it's true. You really shouldn't use all guys like that... Not all...
Umm...
So, the other day, I asked someone to do something for me.
"Jeff, if you're going to Books-A-Million, will you get me a vanilla bean cappuccino while you're at it?"
"I'm not going to the bookstore anymore, remember? I'm getting her (his neice) a super girl shirt, not a book..."
"Oh... Well, Jeff, while you're out will you stop by Joe&
Pretty Sin
To hide those wet and lying eyes would be a crime
To hear you sigh and by-and-by your in my arms
I never wanna know the how, the way, the time
I just know you turn it up to red alarm
I like my face forever dark against your skin
I like indulging in every glamour, every hour
Every pretty sin