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Well it's Sunday morning. Did you remember to set your clock's back? Michael kirk is an "entracing" kisser *ooooh* well, yesterday we (keltic, dan, br. ray, greg williams, and I) went to Partners In Ministry. It was a workshop held by Holy Name Province(out of NY yessir) up in Raleigh NC. It was great. I really dig franciscan spirituality even if the Chapter of Canons think the OFM's need stomping out. They know nothin' baby. I took 2 workshops, one on worship and it's implications on ministry. She talked mostly about the liturgy and us as the body of Christ. It was good. I took lots of notes. The 2nd workshops was on spiritual direction in the franciscan tradition. She talked about what spiritual direction is and stuff like that. It wasn't what I thought it'd be. I don't know what I was looking for. But it wasn't bad... just not what I had been expecting. After that we drove to Greensboro and spent some time with Dan's
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend. hug from behind - you like to feel what the other person is feeling and see things how they see them. you tend to be serious and emotional. You are Revelation. Tomboy You represent... hope. A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem and people are always bringing you down for being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel like youre too mature for your age an
Serious change in the dynamics of our household, but I don't know if can talk about it here and now. I'm just... twisted inside right now...
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What Kind of Drunk Are You ?
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How dumb are you ?
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Which Latter-Day Glendinningite are you ? Brought to you by Rum and Monkey
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Are you damned? Brought to you by Rum and Monkey You will die a warrior and be spirited away by warbling wenches to the Hall of the Slain. Meat and mead for ever more, well until Ragnarok, anyway, when you will do battle with giants, giantesses, dwarfs, elves and Nidhug, a dragon who likes to nibble trees. Odin is great!
Told Katie about Alan. Am telling Fr. David soon! This is great! It feels so great! Don't have to hide it anymore!!!
Sigh NO MORE COFFEE or any caffeine for that matter AFTER 6 PM!!! It makes me stay up until 2 freaking AM
Keltic and I were having girl talk about Alan today while she was practicing guitar. She thinks that he might be a little sketchy because he's a lot older than me, but it's up to me if I wanna date him. She was saying that she thinks it kinda bad that I have to hide it, but I told her I just don't want people to freak out. I have a feeling that Katie(program director) is going to ask me about Alan and if she does, I'm not going to lie. What can she do? Fire me? I just told Keltic how I felt about it and how well we mesh. She just nodded. Oh well. She's still a super girlfriend. Looked at more colleges today. Took Alan's advice to follow my heart and not my head, because I tend to look at colleges near where friends and sig. others and people like that are. So since I was looking at Quincy, St. Vincent, and Madonna (as in the Virgin Mother, not the pop star) Universities first, I think they are my top choices. They're in illinois or indiana or iowa or som
I got started working out! I'm so happy! I love working out. It makes me feel good about myself. Keltic and I went to the YMCA today to get started on our 12 week program. First four weeks are on the stationary bikes, treadmill, and eliptical. It's pretty cool. I will have to bring my headphones from now on so I don't get too bored. Maybe some vapid magazines. Or make good use of it and read some books! Next four weeks will add some weight machines, so I'm looking forward to that... I also started working out on my own. I had been doing bits before, but I've got a schedule on my closet door now. Stretches (goal: touch my toes), crunches (goal: be able to do Pilates), push ups (goal: be able to do 20 real push ups with out resting) more crunches, and yoga and meditative breathing to chill me out. For the last bit I sit in lotus and breath for about 10 minutes. Soo nice! I always feel so much better about myself after I workout. I'm trying to get my diet a l
i have been bitten by a lurv bug as i told stevo. Not really love. duh. but i like him. (alan) and i enjoy his company. and we did taxes together. if that isn't infatuation i don't know what is... that is a joke. i am not infatuated. Alan and I mesh so freaking well together. Better than most relationships I have (relationships as in anybody not just romantic). He's so animated and fun and young. We really did do taxes. And it was enjoyable. Because we spent five straight hours with each other just sitting on the floor of my room and going through stuff and rattling off numbers and handing each other receipts and giving each other random encouragement kisses. I dig him. he's great. He got me a giant catapillar from the fair in NC. I named him Legs. He is super. I love cuddling with him Well I am going to go to bed and do just that...
Who are you? She is frequently kind And she's suddenly cruel She can do as she pleases She's nobody's fool But she can't be convicted She's earned her degree And the most she will do Is throw shadows at you But she's always a woman to me She's Always A Woman -- Billy Joel What do you look like? Careful now, you're so beautiful when you've convinced yourself that no one else is quite as beautiful So Beautiful -- Dashboard Confessional What's your secret? nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile and you use it only for me Secret Smile -- SemiSonic What do you want to be? When I step into the light, My arms are open wide. When I step into the light, My eyes searching wildly. Would you not like to be.., Sitting on top of the world with Your legs hanging free? Would you not like to be... okay, okay, okay? Lie In Our Graves -- Dave Matthews Band What can you do? She can kill with a smile
I've been thinking much lately on what I believe. I debated whether or not to put it on here because of the flaming feedback I may receive. I am very much a person who believes in beauty . Beauty of everything. Of people , of light , of thoughts , of art . Of LIFE . I believe in RIGHT and WRONG . I believe in the blurring of lines and I believe in GRAY MATTER . What is right for ME may not be right for YOU. I believe that not all rules should be followed so strictly. If a rule hurts you then there is a reason you should not be such a stickler. I believe that if YOU TRUELY BELIEVE and it something does NOT FEEL RIGHT then maybe IT IS NOT RIGHT. Not right for you at least. I believe in doing random acts of kindness and senseless acts of beauty . Be beautiful. Live life. Do what you truely believe to be right and true. This only works if you have a sound and clean heart and mind. If you truely believe that causing pain to others is right and true, then you do not have a sound
It's that time again! ....Survey Time!!!! 10/2/2003 1.What is your Full Name: Mary Veronica 2. What Colour Trousers are you wearing now: I am wearing pink pj pants 3. What are you listening to right now: nothing because my housemates are sleeping... in my head? Swing swing swing by the tangles of... heart was crushed by a former love 4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number: home: 90, cell: 17 5.What was the last thing you ate: Strawberry Icecream! What else? 6 If you where a crayon what colour would you be: Sparkly silver because it's the one I used up like crazy as a kid 7. How is the weather right now: Cold and dark (it's 130 am!) 8. Last person you talked to on the phone: Alan 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex: Face.. if it's hott, sexy, cute, flirtwurthy? 10. Do you like the person who sent this to you: Stole it from mah sistuh 11. How are you today? Very good! I went shopping and you know what that does for my mood. An
you liked going fast in my car, so I wanted to make it go faster
It was as if I was a harp and her words and gestures were fingers running to pluck the wires... badly quoted will remedy because the remedy is an experience it's a dangerous liason
Hey beautifuL je suis dans la(le?) bibliotech(sp?) Missing you And I love to dance There is poetry in motion when you see her move Her skirt sways and her gold hair like a rope wrapped around her body
And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music." -Friedrich Nietzsche
Some times I just get so pissed I just wanna get the heck out of here
My date was so much fun! The conversation flowed better than any first date I've ever been on! Seymour Birdlegs is just a groovy restaurant. After dinner, which consisted of: appetizers of fried green tomatoes and a spinach/artichoke dip (yum!) and also barbeque wings! It was sooo yummy! Then we went to this little park on Lake Hartwell. It was really pretty. We were sitting at a stone picnic table, he was sitting on one of the benches and I was sitting on the table. We were just talking about life, the universe and everything! I had taken off my boots and he started giving me this great foot massage! After a while, he had to go to his editing session, so we took off, but Damon (editing dude) wasn't there yet. Alan called him and Damon said he'd be back in an hour, he was visiting his daughter. So we went to Joe Muggs (coffee shop in Books-A-Million). More foot massages. More conversation about everything. There was a girl there who caught a giant grasshopper in
i've been listening to Dashboard Confessional while day dreaming.... ahhhhh
The best thing is the open road. I love it. I dig it. It's hard not having a car of my own here, so I go on walks instead. Healthier. More chance for daydreaming...
you've got wits...you've got looks, you've got passion but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight? tonight. tonight. but you've got me... i'll be true, i'll be useful... i'll be cavalier ...i'll be yours my dear. and i'll belong to you... if you'll just let me through. this is easy as lovers go, so don't complicate it by hesitating. and this is wonderful as loving goes, this is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting? As Lovers go by Dashboard Confessional
I'm so freaking excited about getting to see him on Sunday. I was finally able to talk to somebody about it any that somebody thinks it's great! Just spot on!
what I was going to say in the blog before I got those e-mails from Xxxx Xxxxx is that I am in the mood to fall in love. I'm in my "poetic, romantic, everything is beautiful, everything is art" stage... :-D
I am going to scream and jump around like a giddy little girl right now. I have a lunch date with a really cool person on Sunday and I'm not going to tell anybody who it's with because that's my little secret! I am uber excited though! This is one of the e-mails I feel like this is going to be our last correspondence, and I think I will miss that. Not that we have had any strong thing going here - but, well, why be subtle - your very attractive. I hope we cross paths again. I'm going to throw the ball into your court here for a second, and see how you serve it back, but I could pass through Anderson on either Sunday or Monday. Let me know if you'd have breakfast, lunch or coffee with me. I'm extremely "non-threatening." If no - for now, then cheers, Xxxx Xxxxx One might say it's cheesy, but you don't know who he is so blah. Anyway, I enjoy his company. And in the words of a friend of mine "You're a big girl" s