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Guess what... I am getting my hair cut tomorrow! I haven't had a real hair cut since I was a freshman! Ahhhh! I will take a picture with a digital camera and post it... all my long pretty hair gone... but to Locks Of Love! I cannot wait to see everybody! My hair is going to be about a little longer than chin length... I'm really aprehensive.... And, I'm doing it in the early afternoon tomorrow, so I'll go to work in the morning, then get my hair cut, and then I have to work at the register that night, so everyone is gonna be so totally shocked!!!! Yayyy!!!

I didn't realize how soon April was until I looked at the calander. It's already the 27th of March. Wow, cool. I'm really ready to get out of here

Decided. Am joining Navy.... See, I told them if they can get me out before May, then I will for fur shure. If they can't, then I will do my thing over the summer and then I will do the Bishop's Volunteer program for 6 months and then take the december seat... I'd really like some feedback. But really, what other people think don't matter. And I'm not going to Florida w/ Cody. I really can't wait to join the Navy...

Yea Jenny J, you're going down. Good fidelus, aren't you? No, just teasing, Jeremy used to say, bro's before ho's. Same girlfriend, but you're no ho ;-) Cat's outta the bag. Checks in the mail. Oh yes! Pounds!!! Much Love!!!!

this is almost starting to sink in. We're in War . We've already had 13 casualties. (Well, four Brits, but hurray for Tony!) My eyes have been glued to NBC while my ears are glued to NPR. How am I supposed to react to this?

I hate war... I'm actually really scared, but that's my secret... I don't really wanna talk about it sometimes, but then again I do... it's really weird... we, people my age, our young people, have never been through this....

FairiKitty: You don't HAVE to do anything you don't want to do FairiKitty: Why do you have to go... if you didn't then would you lose your position? FairiKitty: If so, Then you don't HAVE to go... but if you WANT to retain your position, then you WANT to go FairiKitty: Duh navyallthewaybby: pretty much, and i would pretty much fail the class if i didn't go.... FairiKitty: You don't HAVE to go, But you don't WANT to fail navyallthewaybby: so i HAVE to go FairiKitty: Nope, it's all a choice FairiKitty: The only thing we HAVE to do is be born and die navyallthewaybby: and we don't HAVE to be born...... navyallthewaybby: we don't HAVE to exist.... FairiKitty: You don't have a CHOICE about being born FairiKitty: Duh FairiKitty: you cannot do anything about being born FairiKitty: you cannot do anything about inevitable death navyallthewaybby: cryogenics........ FairiKitty: you might be able to prolong life FairiKitty: but in th...

Found a way to get myself to stop doing wrong things, imagine, what if one of the little girls I babysit for saw me dressed like this/saying this/doing this? See, I love them so much, and that would be so so wrong for them to see me like that... I mean I shouldn't be doing those things, so that helps. Chief Calmes always upsets me when he talks about my being "non commited" he raises his voice whether he knows it or not. I stare at the ceiling and drop little comments when I deem necessary. But instead of getting angry on the way home, I was just like "he's just being... persistent. He doesn't want me to miss out. I'd be upset if I were him"... similar to how I decided not to say that Chris moves on rather quickly... but he... uses his time wisely. I call him efficent! Turn what I might think to be a vice into a virtue. It's good. Sorta like I how I said I was "persistent" in the tenth grade when I had to write a poem about a virtue ...

Last night I went to a late showing of a movie, the name of which I will not divulge in here. If you really wanna know, ask me. The movie is showing on the screen and people are acting it out (and making fun of it and screeming obsceneties) through out the movie. Anyway, after the 11pm-2am movie (there was a pre show) me and the six people I was with went to Denny's. I saw Alan there! Anyway, the waitress hated this one guy I was with (they knew each other b4) so service was blleeaaahhhhh. But it was fun! :-D Yesterday, I worked from 0630-1500 and then 1700-2200. Same thing next friday night. Today I work 1500-2200. Not to bad, I like working on the floor a lot. People and ringing people up (darn returns though...). Tonite, I'm going to Harold's with James ... in umm...a school outfit. :-D Well gotta get ready for work! ttyl!

nooo, stooopid rain! I left my car window open and an hour later, RAIN! Noooooo! Well I rain outside barefoot and capri clad to close it... Ohhh guess what! I went to the SEAS youth group. It is awesome. It's on a house adjacent to the church property, and it was so much fun! I am going to keep going. oh and this is soo cool! some of my brothers friends went to NY for pres. day weekend and they didn't have to pay for anything. they were wearing their dress blues, and they got into a cab, and some guy sprinted across the street and gave the cab drive 20 bucks and said "take them where they wanna go" and they stayed in the Hilton, for freeeeee haha cool

"To touch the rose unfearful is to meet the thorn. Peirce the heart's emotion and feel the emptiness no more. And no one loves me like You. No one love me the way you do."

it's a very good thing it didn't rain last night because i left my car window open. it is still gorgeously summer like. I LOVE THE SOUTH! Yay! Now, I'm going to daily mass today, and then to drop off Chris's stuff at his house, regardless of if he is home or not. Then maybe to the park for some reading. Sayonara! "Strive eagerly for the greatest spiritual gifts, but I shall show you a still more excellent way" 1 Cor 12:31

GUESS WHAT??!?!?!?! I'm going to PERU with Home Works!! Yessssss! My mom says if I pay half, she'll pay half! That's only $450, on my part! I am sooo excited. It's August 5 - 13th I believe. Also, I am sooo going to Stuebenville Charleston! And to several sessions of Home Works! Yayayayay! Guess what? This retreat was like really good for Anne Marie. She said she couldn't wait for Stuebenville and Search. Way awesome. She's participating with Mass! I'm sooo happy for her, for real...

After this retreat, I feel like I can really live for Him. I think that most of it set in after the retreat; after I gave serious thought to the skits and whatever and stopped thinking about stupid guys. I feel really encouraged to pray throughout the day and wake up early to spend quite time alone with Him. Patrick (H), you are such a great influence on me! Seriously. It was so great talking with you in your car because I feel much better knowing that someone is struggling with the same thing I've been struggling with. Also, I'm trying to stop speeding, like you!, for Lent, maybe it'll keep going afterwards. I really really like this. I feel so much better about everything. It's like, I really really actually want a friendship with Christ and I wanna talk with Him and everything.. it's soooo groovy.... "To touch the rose unfearful is to meet the thorn"

okay, this weekend, I thought I was starting to like a guy. But now that I'm home, I'm thinkin' I just missed having someone's arm around me. But like, I hung out with Patrick all day today, and we were talking about our faith. Patrick is such a good friend to have b/c I can talk about anything with him. But you know, God is always there to put his arms around you when you're feeling alone. How awesome is that?

I had the most AWESOME weekend.... It was the High School SC Youth Conference (SCYC). I went to a vocations work shop and the womens work shop just ROCKED! And... and... I LEARNED THE CUP GAME! Yessss! Now I can play it at Stuebenville Con! :-) Ceili Rain was there. OMG The drummer came to me and handed me his drum stick and let me play on his drum! Let me keep it! And I knew all the words to all their songs so I was sooo singing them right up front and the lead singer kept looking at me like "yea, right on girl" I think I know what I want to do next year. I want to work with the Diocesean Volunteer program. I'm going to look more into it though. May then I can still go to NCYC!!!! Working with the youth ministry, maybe like cody, sounds like something I really want to do. Much thinking praying listening and living will occur before a final decision is made, but I am going to look into it. I'm still going to look at all possible options. I also think that whe...

Okay, last year I was all about volunteer work. I still am. I love it to the core. But, I signed up for the Navy And... lately, I have been having second thoughts about the Navy... I would have done one of the year long service projects this past year, but I never really got much of a chance, dealines to apply had past, or I was told that it wasn't really set up for females yet. The thought of service projects got pushed to the side, until I heard Fr. Newman ask Jimmy "whatever happened to the young woman who wanted to serve others" or something like that and he told you I joined the Navy. And ever since, it's been back in my mind and I've been thinking and praying about it. I mentioned to my recruiters today that I was considering not joining the Navy. They got considerable upset and now I have to talk to the Cheif Donald and the CO and the XO and all kinds of people. But the thing is, I'm really confused. I don't know what to do. Okay, everybody say...

So I didn't write for friday, or saturday night. In short, I'll write more later, Friday: Swing Dance, hot guys, IHOP, The Mike, Josh, and Joe Band. Saturday, Babysitting 1230-1715, James' house, out to eat with his fam., then gaming. Sunday, Church, youth group, Anne Marie and James ... ahahaha, go gurlfriend...