I worked out today for the first time in a few months. Only about 1/2 hour. I hope to eventually work it up to more tough stuff. I'm not very fit. Thin, skinny, does not equal fit. Infact, underweight is bad. My goal is to gain six pounds by December 12th. This gives me one month. I need to begin to start running... a lot. Like get up to three miles. and I have to work on my push ups, sit ups, and pull ups... blah
If you were silent, do you think your friends would notice? I'm usually loud, jovial. I like to be seen as happy, whether I am or not. One day at lunch, I sat down. Someone asked me a question, I nodded my head. Tim commented on my mace earrings. I grinned and shook my head from side to side so they would bounce off my cheeks. Andrew asked why I wasn't saying anything. "It's unusual to have a silent Mary." I laughed and said that I hadn't meant to be silent. We moved to talk about the random things that friends will often talk about. Today, I sat with my usual group of "friends;" the friends with whom I fit so well. And today, I was quiet. There is a difference between quiet and silent. Especially when the quiet is you sitting, unsmiling, going through the motions and the silent includes you grinning and playing with your earrings. However, no one noticed. Isn't it odd? I think if one of my friends was bummed, I'd notice. If the were quiet, d...
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