I thought I was okay. I really did. But I was at the youth group superbowl party last night. After everyone left, Christen, Patrick, Nichole and I stayed behind and we were just talking and stuff. The TV was on and it was "A Walk To Remember." Well, I've never seen it before, but there's this one part where they play this song by the New Radicals. "Someday We'll Know." I heard that song. That song always makes me cry. But this time it was worse. I started crying by the second line of the song and I crawled into Patrick's lap. Actually they all thought I was faking, but then the realized I wasn't. And we talked about guys and relationships for the next twenty minutes. Then I had to go home. It's good to have friends.


"Whatever happened to Emilia Earhart? Who holds the stars up in the sky? Is true love once in a lifetime? Did the captain of the Titanic cry? Someday we'll know if love can move a mountain. Someday we'll know why the sky is blue. Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you... Does anybody know the way to Atlantis? Or what the wind says when she cries? I'm speeding by the place where I met you for the 97th time tonight....Someday we'll know why Samson loved Delilah. One day I'll go dancing on the moon! Someday you'll know that I was the one for you....I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow, I watched the stars crash in the sea. If I could ask God just one question Why aren't you here with me? "