Chris, before you read this, when they say stuff about you... they were just trying to cheer me up, okay. I don't mean any of it!!

Last thing for tonite... Okay tonite at youth group, Patrick was there and I walked over and was hugging him. And then I stood on my tiptoes and whispered in his ear "Guess what" and he was like "what" and I said "He likes" and that's about as far as I got before I started crying. And Patrick was like "He found another girl?" And I just nodded and was crying. And Patrick told me he'd never find anyone as good as me. And then Christen came over and Patrick told her and then she said "man, he's just a stupid life guard! (they've always call him a life guard. being silly) He doesn't know anything. There's no one out there better than you." etc etc and patrick then picked me up a little higher and spun me around. I started giggling and he put me down and he kissed his and and wiped away my tears with his hand. He is so sweet. He told me not to cry anymore. I dried my face and went on with the evening, only going out once to the bathroom to cry. And nobody really noticed.