Okay. I've tried and tried to compose an email to tell you how I'm feeling. Because, I'm really irritated. I don't want to pour out all my thoughts on you because, against my better judgement, I don't want to scare you off.

Here goes:

I miss you. I'm pissed at you. I don't feel like waiting for you. I want to spend time with you. I feel very one-sided. If Dan wasn't here to give me a big hug when you cancelled and tell me to give you time, I'd have dropped you already. I told you, I don't like to wait. I'm prepared to throw in the towel and tell you that if you want anything other than an extremly platonic, extremely casual friendship, I may be pissed enough to say acquanitance, you are SOL.

I get like then when forgotten. I'm irritated...