so... i have a catch-22. screwed either way. Oh well... See, I was going to plead insanity so i wouldn't have to go to war but logically any sane person wouldn't want to go to war so an insane person would? So... just kidding... anyway i really don't like AC. But I need to graduate so, yeah. Soon!!!! I'm gonna try and do it in two years. Take CHM 111 and 112 at tech in the spring and the summer so I can take organic this fall...
If you were silent, do you think your friends would notice? I'm usually loud, jovial. I like to be seen as happy, whether I am or not. One day at lunch, I sat down. Someone asked me a question, I nodded my head. Tim commented on my mace earrings. I grinned and shook my head from side to side so they would bounce off my cheeks. Andrew asked why I wasn't saying anything. "It's unusual to have a silent Mary." I laughed and said that I hadn't meant to be silent. We moved to talk about the random things that friends will often talk about. Today, I sat with my usual group of "friends;" the friends with whom I fit so well. And today, I was quiet. There is a difference between quiet and silent. Especially when the quiet is you sitting, unsmiling, going through the motions and the silent includes you grinning and playing with your earrings. However, no one noticed. Isn't it odd? I think if one of my friends was bummed, I'd notice. If the were quiet, d...
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