I'm lying... you know that, don't you? I'm lying every time I say that I am doing well. I'm not doing well. However, I feel that I am closer to figuring out the real problem. The solution, it seems, is exactly what I thought of my freshman year, before I was brutally rebuffed. (Well, that's harsh. Truly, I was written off...)

So, we shall see... I am doing research and writing down everything I can remember. It's very good that I have had this blog for such a long time