Eenie meenie miny mo

1200 calories/day has proved too challenging for me. I'm setting an easier goal: 1500/day. I've been eating about 1600-1900/day recently. I figure if I can get it down to 1500, that'll be pretty good. I just wanna loose a few pounds so I don't feel terrible about myself when I look in the mirror. It's getting better though. I've got two red-blooded male housemates who think I'm sexy. Doesn't mean they're gonna get any, but it's always helpful when someone thinks you're sexy.

I was just so stinking used to being Skinny Minnie at 100-105 lbs. (The healthy BMI ranges for my height are 101-136lbs). That was a bit too skinny. I see these girls with tiny freaking arms and I think: I never wanna look like that. Well, that's good, because I don't think I could get there anyway. After I get a job, I'm also gonna get a membership to a gym. There is Curves really close to here. I wish I had a bike, too, so I could bike around. Hey! Maybe after I get a job I'll get a bike! That would be great. We live really close to downtown. I could bike to the organic market downtown or to the farmer's market on Saturdays. It's like one mile away. That would be sweet.

Okay, so now I just need a job.

Love,
Stargirl

~*~*~*~


The picture below is me at about 100 lbs.

Mary in Summer 2005

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